Hard to Believe

Maybe the hardest part isn’t letting go. It’s accepting that the river’s gonna keep on flowing forward. Without the phenomenon that we used to see, it’s cautious, this roaming ocean waves.

The clock is ticking, 

but the room is still

I’m starring at the window, 

trying to read the atmosphere。

The silence in the hallway is louder than before

I keep on reaching out, 

but I can’t find you anymore.

The coffee cup is empty, 

the shadows start to stretch up.

I’m holding on to memories, 

but my words can’t catch with -

the feelings I've been experienced for so long, so deep.

The gentleness of your voice, 

the echo of your goodbye

I’m looking at the sky, 

pondering the vast space above.

They say that time can heal, 

they say that memories might fade

But every single morning feels like a choice I made

To wake up in this reality, 

things won't be the same,

And nothing is quite ever, quite ever what it seems.

It’s hard to believe, 

the world keeps spinning of.

When the good influence I knew has suddenly gone off.

It’s hard to believe, 

the seasons change their tune

When I’m still waiting for good things happening, 

as we always do. 

Yeah, it’s hard to believe, 

but I’m learning how to convey my feels,

With special moments inside my memory,

at which I try to grasp the essence of life lessons.

Hard to believe... but I’m still here

I found your sweater, 

it still has such charm.

I traced the fraying edges, 

trying to ease the sad feels.

The pictures on the mantle are watch around there,

But they don’t know the heavy way, 

I’m learning how to adapt to.

I talk to the star, I am watching above the sky.  

But the dawn is cold and quiet, 

and the truth is hard to find.

That I’m just talking to the wind, 

and you’re not in this place

Maybe the hardest part isn’t letting go

It’s accepting that the river’s gonna keep on flowing forward.

Without the phenomenon that we used to see,

It’s cautious, this roaming ocean waves.

But if I close my eyes, 

I can feel the tides,

You’re not gone so far,

 you’re just take some adventure, to the places,

Of the hard to believe.

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